Why hello there, weary traveler. Have you come to rest and look at my mediocre blog? Here, allow me to take your coat. Oh, you're ever so charming! I do hope you enjoy your stay.
|me everyday at any time to everyone ever:||I'm so tired|
Depression is so isolating bc you don’t want to be a bother to anyone so you start doing really passive aggressive things to try and reach out, which makes you feel even worse so you end up quietly weeping in the bathroom and when someone knocks on the door you immediately hide yr face and clear yr throat and say “oh yeah, I’m fine.”
I like to pretend I am fine, now.
I look at chocolate cakes
and proclaim how delicious
while discussing my newfound love
I allow my scars to heal and
drown my bones in warm flesh,
refusing to be the friend who can’t decide
if she wants to keep herself alive
I run in circles and shout
how fine I am
when I need you more now
than I ever have.